Something Fishy

2005-09-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

just want to share this song...

IF I'M NOT IN LOVE (Faith Hill)

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much
Tonight
If it’s just infatuation then
Why is my heart aching
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I’d never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you
Why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Lovers lost in sweet desire
Why in dreams do I surrender
Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

2005-08-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

I thought I was over you, That's how it all seems... But I keep going back, to crush my own dreams... You fed me so many lines,that weren't even true... I can't stay away, I don't know what to do... You broke my heart once, you broke my heart twice... I guess it all depended, on the roll of the dice... I'm scared that I'll be hurt, again like before... I don't think,I can hurt anymore... I know this is short,but there's no more to say... Just to pray and hope,You'll love me back one day.

2005-08-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

just want to share...

Art of Letting Go

It's over. She's gone.
Why do we have to part while the love is still
there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we
have to cry when somebody bids goodbye?
Why do beginnings have an end? Why do
we
have to meet only to lose in the end?
There are questions left unanswered, words
left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left
undone, songs left unsung, love left
unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled.
In a relationship, one of the hardest things to
do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as
hard as breaking a crystal because you'll
never know when you will be able to pick up
the pieces again. More often than not, they
who go, feel not the pain of parting:it is they
who stay behind that suffer, because they are
left with memories of a love that was meant to
be, a love that was.
At the beginning and at the end of a
relationship, we are embarrassed to find
ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but
that's the way love goes. That's the drama,
the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love.
After all, nothing is constant but change.
Everything will eventually come to its end
without us knowing when, without us
knowing how, without us even knowing why.
And we must forget not because we have to
but because we have to.
In letting go, sorrows come not as a single
spy but in batallion. It seems that everywhere
you go, everything you do, every song you
hear, every turn of your head,every move of
your body, every beat of your heart, every
blink of your eye and every breath you take always
reminds you of him. It's like a stab of a knife,
a torture in the night. Funny how the whole
world becomes depopulated when only one
person is missing. Just imagine, there are
billion people on earth and yet it seems you
feel lonely and empty without the other.
I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but
letting go entails special skills sparkled with
a considerable space and time. Time heals
all wounds but it takes a little push on our
part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love
stories end with "...and they live happily ever
after."
Sometimes we have to part because of
circumstances beyond our control. We have
to suffer if it would mean happiness for
others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of
the pains. Every beginning has its end like
every dawn has its dusk. It's something we
can't control, something we had to live up.
It's over. He's gone. But life has to go on.
Goodbye doesn't always mean forever.
There will always be a place and time where
questions will be answered, words will be
spoken, letters will be read, poems will be
recited in the night, songs will be sung in
harmony, love will be expressed in solitude
and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere.
Somehow. Someday.

2005-08-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

Nobody Knows - Tony Rich Project

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more everyday
And I'm dyin' insideAnd nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' insideAnd nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say, the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' downI can say it so clearly, but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' youAnd nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' insideAnd nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Yeah, ohh, uhh, whoa, omom,Nobody, nobody, but me.....
Tomorrow morning I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heartAnd hope you come back to me
Yeah, sad when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sadAnd I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me...

2005-08-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

Not yet...

Sometimes I ask the question, "My Lord, is this your will?" It's then I hear you answer me, "My Precious Child ... be still."

Sometimes I feel frustrated, cause I think I know what's best. It's then I hear you say to me, "My Busy Child ... just rest"

Sometimes I feel so lonely and I think I'd like a mate. Your still small voice gets oh so clear and says, "My Child ... please wait"

"I know the plans I have for you, the wondrous things you'll see; If you can just be patient, Child, and put your trust in me.

I've plans to draw you closer. I've plans to help you grow. There's much I do you cannot see and much you do not know.

But know This, Child ..... I LOVE YOU. You are Precious unto Me. Before I formed you in the womb, I planned your destiny.

I've something very special I hope for you to learn. The gifts I wish to give to you are gifts you cannot earn.

They come without a price tag, but not without a cost; at Calvary, I gave My Son, so You would not be lost.

Rest Child, and do not weary of doing what is good. I promise I'll come back for you just like I said I would.

Your name is written on my palm, I never could forget; Therefore, do not be discouraged when my answer is... "Not Yet"

2005-08-23T04:48:00.000+08:00

This is written by Albert Einstein...

Read it carefully and try to reflect...

Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail torecognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so manybeautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved byour own selfish concerns.Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will findrewarding happiness not with man you love but the man who loves you more.The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough toallow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within yourbeing.To let go of someone! Doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only meansthat you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting himto come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but isalso setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger thatkeep in your heart.Do not let the bitterness rare you away your strength and weaken yourfaith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourselfgrow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in loving someone from adistance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this cansustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can allsurvive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace andhappiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice andbeautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to thatperson. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventuallyconsumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin torealize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship.We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in theend our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry forourselves.You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is howto accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself.Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love tosomeone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensibleand let your mind speak for itself.Listen not only to your! Feelings but to reason as well. Always rememberthat if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is comingtomorrow. If you lose love that doesn't mean you failed in love. Cry if you have to,but make it sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that thepast has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its wayback to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay andlast a lifetime.There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is amiracle. The other is though everything is a miracle.